Virginia is for Lovers

So we have made it to Virginia from Florida. Whew! what a trip but man has it been worth it. We are loving this area. We have a job prospect in Canada but if that doesn't pan out then this place would not be a bad place to settle for a couple of years. So far the weather has been tolerable and the people are really friendly. We went to a Mexican resturant a block down from our hotel and I must say that it was the best Mexican food I had eaten since I lived in Southern California. Not only that we had a blast while there. We haven't been this relaxed in a long while. It is nice to finally get to a place that we feel comfortable in without having to worry about the heat among other things. We are still trying for another baby but no success stories yet. We are crossing our fingers that this will be the place and time for an addition.

Not Having Fun In Florida

Okay, so we have been living here for a few months now and I do not understand all the hype about this place. I am missing the convience of living so close to my family, especially when I really need some entertainment ideas for Oz. On top of that I think that I am having some problems with depression. I can't seem to get motivated and focused. I believe that this stems from the fact that we have been trying for another baby with no luck for almost a year. I don't want to tell any of my family about this because I don't want anyone getting their hopes up especially my own. Each month we try and at the end of each month that big red X on the calendar calls me a failure. I am starting to believe that I was only meant to have one. It is a little disappointing since I feel so out numbered. My husband tries to make me feel better by telling me about all the accomplishments that I have made in my life but I still feel the failure. I really don't want to say that I'm calling it quits but it looks that way.